Yesterday was day 91 and it was easier than 90. I took a nice walk and observed the buds. I tried to take a bath and I had fun with my kids in front of the fire. I did not really have the urge to drink at all.
One thing I have noticed is that I am having trouble with anxiety without the booze to escape thinking about things that make me anxious. While the things I think about are not horrendous problems (my 10-year old son's two best friends have excluded him and shut him out and are being a bit jerky and some clients at work are more trouble than is good, my boss seems annoyed with me, etc., I just don't deal with them well. I don't know how, but I guess I need to learn.
I want to resolve to just keep putting positive things out there and hope that they come back to me and I will go stronger and surer as time passes.
K
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