Saturday, January 11, 2020
Day 9 and 10
I have been really cranky the past two days. Angry at work and on Day 9 especially, wanting a drink. In a word, pretty crabby. I think the enthusiasm of the first week wore off and reality set in. It didn't help also that I just completed my first full week of back to work. But you know what, its Day 11 morning as I write this, and I think it's passing. The boredom and malaise and depression from feeling like I don't have many good friends and am realizing I don't like my job is something I am noting. I did not try to "create" happiness by having wine on a bad day. Instead, I wondered if perhaps I should think about making changes. Instead, I decided to just live with it and see where it went. Today is Saturday and I just went for a lovely kayak and felt almost giddy. And last night I did not have the night sweats for the first time. I am happy right now and taking it one day at a time.
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