I am still with it, and doing great. One thing not drinking has not freed up quite as much as I had hoped is more time. though it has definitely freed up some! I am overall feeling good and am actually getting a little worried about the end of the 30 days. I don't want to go back to drinking, but I don't want to not drink ever again either. I feel good now, and ultimately, the choices are easy -- I am doing a dry January. But what about vacations? Lunch with my boss? Friday nights with a girlfriend on the porch. Happy hour? Boating? Etc., etc. etc. I guess I don't need to overwhelm myself with that now. I should remember this. I am happy now. I am very pleased with how my life is going and how I am feeling even though I am getting a cold sore and have a big presentation tomorrow and have stress and am tired. I don't crave wine on an ordinary night at home already, and I LOVE THAT. THAT MUST BE RETAINED at all costs even if it means never drinking again ( but I hope it doesn't). That is all for now. Tired, sleepy.
K
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